Vienna Calling

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Am descoperit ca am facut rezistenta in Mai, adica mi-a crescut o noua tumora pe plaman. De atunci, de trei luni incoace, tumora isi vede de treaba ei si creste, iar eu, imi vad de treaba mea si am reinceput sa tusesc si sa-mi verific batista.

Sper sa nu descopar picaturi de sange si imi dau silinta sa tusesc cu grija. Intre biopsii, analize medicale si calatorii cu scop medical pentru pornirea procedurile de tratament de linia 3, incerc sa imi mentin echilibrul, sa fiu fericita si fiecare clipa in care nu sunt, imi pare o clipa risipita.

Uneori reusesc, alteori nu. Cand nu reusesc ma dublu supar. Ma supar pe mine pentru ca m-am suparat si am risipit cateva clipe bune de bucurat, daca ar fi fost fara suparare.

Putini sunt de acord cu mine cand spun ca ma simt rasfatata de soarta in acest context.

Dar chiar sunt, fiindca desi unele lucruri au mers anapoda, intr-un final am primit confirmarea unei noi sanse la viata.

Pe 7 August zbor la Viena, unde pe 8 August voi primi noul meu tratament: Brigatinib.

De-abia astept!

2 Comments

  1. Hi Smaranda, I heard about you while reading an article about your coffee shop. Unfortunately I cannot help you in any way. I have a question however. I know somebody who is in a similar situation with you, fighting this disease. I wonder if you have tried cannabis oil that apparently kills cancer cells. I know cannabis is illegal in Romania and many other countries – in fact is legal in only a handful of countries. If you have tried it I wonder what are the results. Is cannabis oil a myth or is it really a therapy? I am sending also good vibes to you and your husband.

    • Dear Carla, my cancer is a very unusual one, hence my medication is a very new and expensive one, which in combination with harmless things like grapefruit or Teraflu can cause important damage in my body, so I can’t allow myself experiments, but I hear that in some cases of cancer canabis oil may come in handy.

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